What Is Love?

2009-08-23T16:19:00.000+08:00

Hey guys~ have not been blogging for a very long time. i know! sorry~
Yesterday there was no physics and maths lesson so i was able to attend the soccer match against Boystown. Reached school at around 9 40am and saw my coach. Didnt talk to him. I can't work well with coaches. They talk too much. We won Boystown 7-1. They were very aggresive. They will just push or trip you and walk away. there were times where i just felt like punching some of them but i controled myself as i was playing as the captain. I had to set and example.
After the match, the coach talked to us. i Didnt listen, so bloody boring.
We changed and went to lot 1 for lunch at macdonalds. After lunch, i went home, took a shower and went down to study History with Ashvin. Ashvin stayed over my place for dinner too. i felt so so so tired. Body aching~(always aches after i play soccer)
Today i went to church with Ashvin again and now at home
Gonna start revision soon as Prelim exam for History and Maths. Hope i could do well.
Cant wait to get my O lvels over and fucking done with.

2009-08-08T20:12:00.000+08:00

Hey People. I Haven't been updating. I have my reasons.
Today woke up at around 8.10am, took a shower, and prepared for soccer. Met up with the guys at the Yew Tee field. We started the match at around 10.15 i think. the first half was great although we were losing 2-1. Our opponents were all from Myanmar. I did not understand a shit they were saying(it got irritating hearing them speak after awhile). They were so fast. They were like all over the place. I found it hard to catch them so i played a little dirty but i think they got angry(i don't know what they were saying)
The second Half sucked. i screwed up. Arghh. I was playing Centre so the defence would follow my line and i kept going up so the defence followed me and we moved further and further away from the Keeper and cos of this, They managed to get pass the defence and score more goals. I think the end score was 4-2. Didn't keep track.
I hate losing...My legs are aching. Pushed myself just now. It was a good game overall. Lucky there were no fights. there were only heated arguments.
Now learning the song "Poison" By Alice Cooper. Odilia wants me to learn the song cause i think she wants to sing it. I'm learning the song Odi!! Are you!!??
Goodnight Guys!

Bloody bloddy finger

2009-07-25T22:51:00.000+08:00

hey people! today i had my F&N O level pratical lesson. My dishes were alright and in fact i had extra time! Everything started of great but half way through, i cut myself. it really sucked! my middle finger bled profusely. i used a towel, applied pressure but everytime i removed the towel, blood just kept gushing out. so irritating. Got a plaster from the kitchen assistant and continued cooking. Tiffy came in towards the end to help me wash up! thanks Tiffy Beefy~! oh and i have to thank Odilia too cos when i was bleeding, she helped me remove my stuff from the oven. We went for our break while the secong group started. Odilia and jeremy went to the canteen while i headed to the field to watch my teamates play. We won 3-2! finally. went back to the kitchen to help tiffy wash up and while washing, i cut my index finger. lucky the cut was not deep. I hate knives. We finished around 3. Siti and me took a cab back. I reached home, took a shower, and fell asleep. Woke up at around 8 plus. Now writing some lyrics.
Will try and post whenever i can!
Goodnight!!

You Give Love A BAd Name!!

2009-07-22T18:55:00.002+08:00

hey everyone! i know its been a long time since i updated. sorry about that! school is exhausting. I can't wait to finish my O Levels but on the other hand, I am afraid. today school was ok but I was not. I came down with running nose and I suddenly felt "dead" Evelyn! thanks for your jacket:D lesson finished at 1:30pm cos of the listening comprehension exam. Went home and rested. Woke up at around 5 and I am feeling OK! glad I can go back to school tomorrow. I just need to see the person i am addicted to. I have yet to practice for my F&N coursework. It's this saturday. Hope nothing goes wrong. try and update as ASAP. Bye!

No more playing~

2009-07-14T21:20:00.003+08:00

Hey Readers! it's been awhile...I wasn't busy. I just didnt feel like blogging. Anyway, I might find it hard to blog this few days cos i would finish school at 6pm!! argh! so late! well look on the bright side! i can see the people i love and care about for a longer time!! :D Would come home around 7 plus. Will have to stop going for soccer pratice on saturdays and maybe even on fridays. I am worried i would get fatter. Hahah. I dont really watch my diet cause i know i would end up using all the energy playing soccer or badminton but now I dont think i would be running around so much! Danm it! Hope my fears dont come true!!
I will try to blog everytime i can...Goodbye everyone~!

Mind on fantasy...Living On ecstacy

2009-07-08T20:16:00.008+08:00

Hey evryone~ today went to mac at jurong east. supposed to study but from the videos you can see that never happened. This is the photo that makes Jeremy, Sammy, Alena and Od immediately laugh...haha...The pic is a boy from china. Zhong Guo Ping Guo Shui is what Jeremy calls him...

The enemy of my enemy is my friend.

2009-07-07T22:20:00.002+08:00

Why are we so distant now?? what's gotten into you?? not even a goodbye now??
I was serious from the start but it is so hard when everything, just everything seems to be a joke to you.
You were never serious with me but u did you know how serious i was with you??
I guess you never knew.

Hi everyone...today was a normal day. nothing exciting. Physics and chemistry lessons were good today. EC was cancelled today cause the teacher in charge has not planned the timetable so we finished school at 2pm. Waited for 67 for so bloody long and 1 finally came, i managed to get up but was near the door. At first i thought the bus was full but i later noticed that because of this group of inconsiderate, brainless assholes, no one could move in cause they were talking and were was standing right in the middle. What the fuck is wrong with this people? It's because of stupid people like this I had to wait for another another bus because the front would be to packed and the driver won't stop but in actual fact, the back of the bus is empty. So irritating. Hope this people would use their brains more. Is it really so hard to just move in? Don't they feel uncomfortable when everyone is starring at them, waiting for them to move in? This really ruined my day. Whats worst now is Jeremy won't be sitting between me and Sammy anymore. That's bull crap man. Can't laugh anymore.
Went back home, had some sleep, woke up and did chemistry paper on Redox reactions. Alena & Od would be calling me soon so we can clarify any doubts we have with each other.
Really cant wait for O levels to be over. Goodnight guys!

Lets see if time can heal my wounds...

2009-07-06T21:25:00.005+08:00

Hey People. Went to school today for coursework B. Didn't really feel like a real O level exam. Thank God everything went well. We finished around 12 plus i think then Sammy, Jeremy, Alena, Od and me headed to IMM to "study" In the end, we went there just to eat burger king. what the fuck... Supposed to meet Od's friend but she didn't come!!!! arghhhhhh!!! wasted 4 hours of my life!! Od!! you better find some way to pay us back ok!!??
Went home and took a nap. Was so tired. Now doing my physics homework. crap man. I know education is important but how I wish i was in a famous band and all day we would be writing new songs and touring in different countries. Wishing for that to happen. It would be so fun if i could live in a house me and m friends share. So cool.
Anyway. I guess I'm gonna get better soon. Can't wait for that moment cos i would be like a shooting star burning through the skies, like a tiger defying the laws of gravity. Just can't wait for this year to be over. This is the worst year I've had so far. Anyway, I shouldn't be complaining! It could have been worst right? I am so lucky i still have my friends and family by my side.

Love Hurts

2009-07-05T21:38:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone...Today morning I woke up, took a bath and got ready to meet Sammy at the school bus stop for we planned to go to St Mary's church for service. After the 10.45 service, we went to Mcdonalds to prepare for our F&N coursework B which is tomorrow! so nervous!! hope i can do well. Alena went for her dance practice while we stayed at mac and waited for her to finish.
We later went to near by blocks to sell our Boys Town donation draw tickets. As usual me and sammy did stupid stuff. We walked passed this house and saw two indian guys sleeping and I decided to bang their window to give them a shock. Me and Sammy asked Odilia to run away first then at the count of Three, I hit the window and we ran away. Hahaha! thank God they did'nt chase us. If they did, Odilia would most likely be the first to get caught.
Spent almost the hole day and managed to sell two booklets already.
Dead tired now. Had so much fun with Sammy and Od today. Helped get my mind of certain things that has been troubling me for the past few days. Hope I can forget about it and move on but its really hard to do.
Anyway, tomorrow after coursework B, should be going to study with Od, Sammy and a friend of Od's! Can't wait to meet her! so ecxited!
Goodnight everyone!!

Reality hits you so hard in the face

2009-07-04T20:50:00.003+08:00

Tell me that you want me baby, tell me that it's true

Tell me that you need me so much more than i need you.

Tell me that you're happy honey, tell me that you're fine

Say that when you're without me you can't get me off your mind.

I wanna hold you, My skies are turning black

feels like a heart attack

And I'll do anything you ask I wanna hold you bad.

Tell me why you left me baby, Tell me what to do.

Tell me what you hate and i would change the world for you.

Won't you say you miss me honey? To heal my broken heart.

I wanna hold you, girl won't you take me back?

I wanna hold you bad.

Just tell me that you'll understand I wanna hold you bad.

I hope you'll understand i wanna hold you bad.

2009-07-03T23:00:00.002+08:00

Hello~! Just came back from soccer my legs are aching. It sucks being flat footed, Supposed to go for a jog with buddies tomorrow morning before physics lesson but cancelled cause Odilia and Tiffy too tired after working out at the gym today. Sammy predicted that they would be tired. Sammy the smartie pants! haha!
Tomorrow after physics i should be heading to pending court to play street soccer with my SJFC teammates. Hoping attendance will be great. Hoping to go jamming this monday after completing my F&N coursework B in school but first i have to go get new strings for my baby! 2 strings super rusty and 1 snapped. rusty strings are no use when it comes to bending and all that. argh! Any one knows how to prevent the strings from rusting? Please tell me!!
Monday is my Godbro Ashvin's Birthday!! so hopefully we can play a song or 2 for him and might be going to his place to celebrate!
I have Yet to learn New divide and what I've done by linkin park...Gonna play that 2 songs and 2 other Mcfly songs on monday if we are gonna jam. If everything sounds good, i would record the videos and post it here and on facebook!
Bye everyone~!

I know...

2009-07-02T22:20:00.002+08:00

Not so big now right? You sense people are angry with you? you are sensing the obvious.
I'm aware of what you've done so don't look at me with that innocent little face of yours. I see right through your smile.
Take off that mask you are wearing. Reveal to me your true colours. You have already lost so many friends.
You lost so much. You put yourself in this position. You asked for it and you got it.
You just threw away five years of friendship. Think. What have you done? Its never too late to apologise.
All that shit you said really defamed me and a few others. You think you are the only one scarred? think again.
You gain pleasure from seeing other people emotionally and mentally hurt? you like to play mind games?
I guess we will never know why you did all those ridiculous stuff.
Get this clear. I am always willing to forgive you but you on the other hand have to be willing to apologise.
I just hope you realised how much you lost. No one can survive alone in this mad world.

2009-07-01T15:56:00.002+08:00

I am very pissed off now with SOMETHING from my class... Bloody big mouth... Feel like punching IT'S face so hard IT'S head turns one round... what the hell is the purpose of doing what IT did? still trying to figure that out...harder then an O level maths question... i should have saw right through IT'S fucked upped face...
That aside... Thank you Jeremy for helping me control my anger today...if not don't know what the hell would have happened! thanks bro! oh and not to mention! my other buddies who are always by my side...Thank God for you guys!
O levels this year...Starting to feel the stress...the amount of work and everything...Can't wait for all this to be over...Well i guess this is the last lap of my race...To the finish line!!!!

Can't wait to see you guys!

2009-06-28T13:38:00.002+08:00

hey everybody~!! Today is Sammy's birthday! so Happy birthday to you my brother!!
Yesterday i had SJFC training. The strangest training ever. Me and my teammates met at church at around 10am. We all kicked around in church for awhile and later jogged to Pending street soccer court. We took the chestnut route. It wasn't any normal jog. We had to dribble with the ball and pass around while running on the road! hahaah! Suddenly this black car came along(Yes! Target practice for me!) so we moved to the pavement. I put the ball on the ground and kicked it! the ball curled and hit the back door of the car! haha! opps! the driver slowed down so i ran away with the ball! hahah! so fun! reached Pending, played street soccer under the rain. After playing, we headed to Bukit Panjang Plaza for our lunch. Went home after lunch, took a bath and went to sleep.
Woke up at around 6 plus in the evening. Went down to finish up my homework with Hafiy.
I didn't go to church Just now so i will be going later. Cant wait to see all my friends in school tomorrow! miss them so much!

2009-06-24T23:48:00.003+08:00

hey everyone!! sorry for not posting people! was being so crazy with friends yesterday. Yesterday me, Hafiy, Syafiq and sufyan went to MacDonald's at around 1am to get something to eat. On our way back, we saw this drunk man lying down sleeping and i suddenly had this crazy idea to fart at his face!! Syafiq ran away first. I got into position and farted right at his face! hahaha! we all laughed so hard we found it hard to run away. I am not sure if he woke up cos we were to afraid to go back and see! hahahaha! so fun!
Today morning, i woke up at around 10 and got ready to meet Ridhwan and Ashvin at lot 1 to catch Transformers 2. Bloody hell! when we reached the top floor of lot 1! the queue for tickets was so freaking long! we got in line and waited. Got our tickets and went to have lunch at the Food Court. The movie was awesome! all the fighting and new characters. I hope there would be a part 3 cos the 2 baddy assholes got away! argh!! Got home at around 6pm, had dinner, changed and headed to the court to play soccer!
Tomorrow i am gonna sell my boys town tickets with Evelyn and Mun Yee! Cant wait to see them!!
Goodnight everyone!!

I hate homework!

2009-06-22T15:39:00.005+08:00

Hey readers! Didn't post yesterday because i was tired after coming back from A restaurant in little India! South Indian food is fantastic! came home and fell asleep. Damn! I have to stop behaving like a pig! arghh!
Today i woke up in the morning at around 4am(couldn't sleep) so i messaged Evelyn!!! And she replied around 15 minutes later but i fell asleep again! hahaha! woke up again around 10am plus and asked my mom to buy Fried carrot Cake!!(THE BLACK ONE!) so nice!!
Anyway, i haven't sold any of the boys town ticket thingy so if any of you guys(my classmates or schoolmates) wanna meet up ad sell the tickets, call me along!!! Gonna do my physics homework Now!

Dead Tired

2009-06-21T01:14:00.003+08:00

Hello Everyone! Today morning at around 9 30am I played soccer with my Brother and his friends. Playing with them was so exhausting. Such quick pace. Finished at around 2 plus in the afternoon. Had a headache i think because i used my head to head the ball too much. Didn't want to take Panadol so I took a bath and went to sleep. Woke up at around 5 or 6 plus and It started to rain.
Watched Daddy Day Care on TV and now playing guitar. Going to bed soon!
Goodnight Everyone!

2009-06-19T23:25:00.005+08:00

Hello~ Yes my grandmothers fever went down! no need to worry anymore!

Today morning i was so excited as I knew i was gonna meet someone very special to me! After that, went home, did a cover version of It's All About You by mcfly with Hafiy and Syafiq. After playing, prepared for street soccer with Syafiq and church mates. Halfway while we were playing, my ex coach came and joined us. I hated that short ass!! Stupid penguin!! He is always scratching his balls for some reason. After the match i just left! so afraid to shake his hands! hahaha! Hope next week he doesn't come. Ate at mac with my God bro Ashvin and Syafiq and headed home after finishing our food. I was never bored today! So happy! Enjoy the video guys!(made a few mistakes while singing the song! sorry! hope its still enjoyable!)

Worried

2009-06-18T16:07:00.002+08:00

Hey People, really worried for my grandmother who is in St Luke's hospital now. Heard from parents she has a fever. Wonder why she has a fever. Could it be an infection due to her recent operation? well if it is then things could really get complicated.
Whats worse is i keep having dreams of her in critical condition. Hope it's just cause I'm worried.
I guess i should heed Evelyn's advice. I am always thinking of the worst case scenario for some reason.
In the meantime, i guess i would just try and keep my mind off all those thoughts.

Legs Are Aching!

2009-06-17T22:06:00.004+08:00

Hey people! back from jog with Hafiy! legs are aching! I didn't stop! Yes!!(the power of ENDURANCE)

Going to Hafiy's place soon to play guitar. Hopefully we do not "Murder" any songs while attempting to play them.

I will post again tomorrow people! goodnight!

First Time Posting

2009-06-17T15:30:00.000+08:00

Hey dear readers! this is my first time posting... it's now the school holidays and i am just real bored staying at home therefore, i decided to create a blog.
Hope that blogging would help me kill time!
Can't wait to get back to school and see all my friends again. Miss fooling around with them.
Going for a jog with Hafiy later at around 5pm, i hope i can last. its been awhile since I've jogged.
I Guess I'll stop here! will post again maybe tomorrow or later in the night! Goodbye everyone!